I am lying on my bed with Lucky by EXO-M blazing in my room and to my ears straight to my heart. It has been almost a week since I last attended MTV WORLD STAGE and my post concert depression hasn't made its way out of myself. So, it stays with me while I am writing this post tonight.
This post is literally about how I feel when some people think that I am wasting my life by being a fangirl to any bands that I love. Funny, how when I talk about music as my life changing element, they will say that I am joking. EXO, they call them pretty-looking boys, but to me EXO is a group of twelve boys with passion for music and I am as their fan, look up to them as an inspiration.
If loving people and their music is a lifeless life, then I had rather lived this life for my entire life because I could never forget music. I started to appreciate music when I was around fifteen. That was when I listened to Fort Minor and Shinoda and everything was perfect to me with music. But two years ago, when EXO made their debut, I was hooked up. Like really hooked up. Who wouldn't anyway? If anyone takes a close look to EXO, they will also fall in love with EXO. They are twelve charming boys after all. Not to forget their outstanding talents in music, dance and variety skills. You will love them even more because of their talents.
The thing is, I have friends who understand me when I say "Omg guys look how he sits on the grass ain't he adorable", because some people wouldn't really understand that. Sometimes, I get way too crazy and I cry myself to sleep because...... I don't know, the reasons vague almost all the time. These friends, who understand me, somehow, stay way too far from me, from my college because they also have their own lives to live. When we are free, we will find a day off and meet each other for a few cup of coffees and catch up with everyone's life for a few hours and of course, EXO too.
Truthfully, some of them are from Twitter but since we meet up a few times, we become so close to each other. Maybe because our interest lines cross each other on sky I don't know I can't say much about that. It is funny, right? How EXO makes us one. I made a few friends from Twitter, some form my country and others are from overseas but we maintain a close friendship even across wavelength of the Internet.
"Our story is like a beautiful fairytale."

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